Sunday, April 27, 2008

i…
i am: thirty years old
i think: about the future
i know: I am lucky to have the life I have
i want: my kids to have a fulfilling life
i have: everything I need
i wish: the world were a safer place
i hate: watching the news because of all the murders, rapes, and kidnappings reported
i miss: having time for myself like I used to
i fear: dying and not seeing my kids grow up
i feel: thankful
i hear: my kids talking to each other in the playroom
i smell: Starbucks coffee (nonfat mocha)
i crave: something sweet after dinner every night
i search: the internet daily for something (usually health related stuff..what to eat..etc.)
i wonder: what my kids will be like when they grow up
i regret: nothing...I am a firm believer you that you learn from your mistakes and they happen for a reason
i love: pregnancy...being pregnant and being involved in others pregnancies
i ache: for those who loose loved ones
i care: about making my kids feel loved, secure, and safe
i always: am obsessed with my weight
i am not: perfect
i believe: in God
i dance: with my kids- it makes them laugh
i sing: to my kids ALL THE TIME
i cry: when I hear a sad story and when my husband writes me love letters
i don’t always: react the way I should to things
i fight: for what I believe in
i write: in a journal to my kids about how much I love them and stories about them
i lose: sleep after having a baby, but love those nighttime hours with them (I know I'm weird)
i never: should say never
i confuse: everything these days...Hadley took part of my brain while I was pregnant
i listen: to all types of music- I just love music....it makes me feel good
i can usually be found: At home, in the burban running errands, or at the YMCA
i am scared: of loosing a loved one
i need: affection
i am happy about: the life I have

4 comments:

Toni said...

Love reading these things and seeing you perspective on life!

Anonymous said...

I can tell you this...your kids will grow up to be generous, good-hearted Christians who love God and appreciate their Mommy. You are a selfless mom, and an inspiration to many. I love you and those sweet kiddos you're raising! ~Tiff

Abbie said...

Thank you for visiting me! :)

I have to say-you love being pregnant?? YOU CRAZY WOMAN!! hahahha I'll let you enjoy mine for me *grin*

I could however relate with SO many of your other little 'I' statements....what a cool post!

Anonymous said...

This post was so great. I can't believe how much I could relate to your answers! I am so happy we've gotten to know one another. I hope I can be as wonderful of a mommy to mine as you are to yours. Thanks for sharing.

Court